mind blower

NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM

i feel like a vampire.

when you look and act really happy or excited, it seriously makes me smile inside, even though I rarely (read: never) show it.

I'm thankful for you :)

some boys seem to really love it when you treat them like shit, or close to it; and those are the kinds of boys who will never find love.

that was at bottoms up last friday saturday. the occassion? none. fun? totally.

in other news

i had some dreams last night involving several different people (one dream each)...

person 1 (someone i hate and wish many bad things upon): he/she is standing far far away from me in a really big parking lot. it was really cold out so i was wearing gloves, and i was putting them on outside my car. he/she was standing there watching me, i looked up, he/she ran up to me and said "i'm sorry. i miss you." we hugged for a really long time. then we walked back to some van and talked. there was more to it but i'd rather not say.

person 2 (someone i like): i actually don't remember much of this, but i remember nothing much happened. i just remember it was sweet and, like, special. ha.

person 3 (an acquaintance, sort of): we walked around at some park laughing at pigeons. one of the pigeons followed us around and i threw a rock at it. i don't remember if i hurt it but i remember hoping it died.

there was probably more but i don't remember the rest.
time to do homework. I LAHHHHVVVV HOMEWORK!

this is so graphic i can barely watch it. but i feel like posting it lol.