kini, me, and josh on christmas day in prunedale

it's been a while since i've posted pictures.  it's not really that i've stopped taking them i've just stopped posting and uploading them.  so here's one over-exposed, over-contrasted, over-enthusiastic-faced, over-everything picture of kevin, me, and daneca at the vinyl room on my birthday.

fin.

my friend sakura's friend eugena is fucking brandon boyd.
[yeah, a total knows-somebody-who-knows-somebody-who-knows-somebody-who's-fucking-somebody-famous thing]
but hey, it's still true.  hahahahah.  i'm thismuch closer to him now, KEWL HUH.

 

sooooo anyjuevos, i'm in a slightly frantic and bizarre mood.  an idea of my current environment:  it's freezing, christmas lights are blinding, and cigarette smoke hurts my head.  in a little while i'm gonna go eat ice cream and ride a bike.  afterwards, jules and i are going to finish my old ass rolls of film in the city.  then i'm hanging with some homies (maybe?), and then with my BFF, i think.  well i need this random break of random activities because lately finals, work, and christmas shopping are all kicking my ass.  oh and i'm not a workaholic, i'm just a retail worker slave during the holidays :(

my aunts and i laughed at this picture for hours a couple of weeks ago.  it was really fun to learn that my aunts are really crazy and have the dirtiest mouths and minds.  i no longer wonder why i'm such a pervert.  heh.

why is it that when i abandon facebook and myspace (for no reason), people are all like
OH HEY, STEPH TOTALLY FELL OFF THE FACE OF THE PLANET.  THIS OBVIOUSLY MEANS SHE DOESN'T WANT TO BE REAL-LIFE FRIENDS WITH ANY OF US ANYMORE, SO LET'S NOT EVEN TRY TO SEE HOW SHE IS DOING AND WHAT'S GOING ON IN HER LIFE.  LET'S TREAT HER AS IF SHE WAS A STRANGER.  SHE'S TOO COOL FOR US NOW SO LET'S BE TOO COOL FOR HER, TOO.

 

yeah.  anyway, a lot has been going on the past few weeks that i could barely even write in my friends-only entries.  i've never really been that private of a person but certain events and experiences of the past month or so have turned me into the most private person in all the land.  it used to make me feel kind of lonely in a way, but not anymore.  things can always be better, but being "okay" is okay with me.  ya dig?

oh and this is a bit random but a girl at work decided to start spreading a very random rumor about me one random night. 
how many times can a person use the word random in a sentence before it gets annoying?  like, three.  anyway it involves crack and other miscellaneous drugs and begging for them from some fat bitch who i don't even talk to.  WAY TO GO, totally believable!  you stupid fuck.  now that it mostly humors me and doesn't make me want to smash her face into the ground (most days), meghan and i have been texting each other silly texts regarding unbelievable rumors and my new found crack addiction.  she cracks me up.  HAR HAR HAR.


this entry was inspired by something ross told me yesterday:
"i thoroughly enjoy your honesty.  you should never stop."

yes sir.
 

we celebrated an early thanksgiving at my house with my mom's side of the family yesterday. it was a lot of fun, but I didn't take many pictures considering I was busy socializing, drinking, eating, karaoke-ing laughing, running, rock-band-ing, talking, and beer-fetching. it was quite the crazy night, almost felt like a regular "house party" with all the uh, shit that went down. haha. goooooooooood times.


p.s. I saw pierce brosnan and his family at work today. i've seen more "celebrities" during my year at bloomies than i have, like, ever. you know how when you go to L.A. and you walk around hollywood and you're constantly scanning the people because you strongly believe some famous person is strolling through and you're gonna see them? well yeah, that shit is stupid. i suggest hanging around bloomingdales the majority of your days ;)

1.  i got a haircut for the first time in about a year
2.  nobody really notices the cut except myself. whatevs.
3.  gonna see mickey avalon on the 19th
4.  decided to go to nssn this year
5.  i dislike my hair but i'll get over it
6.  i hate people who stink
7.  in the past week or so i've seen several different movies for the pure fuck of it:  reality bites, donnie darko, hard candy (again), and other movies that i can't remember right now.  oh and saw5 is lame and boring.  do not want.
8.  english relatives are coming down here in about a week.. I R EXCITED.
9.  lately i'm so unorganized and my priorities are so all over the place i feel totally lost
10.  shit.

@ bottoms up last saturday


we should all go there more often yeah?  yeah.

the next picture i take of my shoes will be of my shoes in some place far, far away.  oh, and it'll be me in my own shoes.. in case that was open for some silly loophole.

i wish life was simpler and i didn't have to worry about things like:
- feelings
- ethics
- priorities
- money